Bad news bear...

I don't know what was up with this week...maybe it was God challenging me, but I had nothing but bad news told to me.

This week I found out about my friends baby which is still not doing well, then a coworker's husband is near death from bone cancer, another coworker's sister found out she has aggressive cancer. And, I have a cousin I hadn't seen in about 12 years (because of a nasty divorce and no visitation), whom our family got to see her again about two weeks ago (she's now 19). Well, I found out that she had stolen $600, a x.box, and an air compressor from her dad that she hasn't seen in all those years as well. Just depressing, all of it.

On top of it today on my way to work there was an accident between a motorcycle and a 15 passenger van in my neighborhood. The motorcycle driver was laying flat in the road and the bike was laying next to him. The fire truck what just arriving. Then I saw most of a pretty mangled deer on the side of the freeway...about a mile down the road there were his guts and a couple of legs. It was disgusting! I was hoping those two things weren't a sign of how the rest of my day was going to be. They weren't, but still...

Anyway, all of this is to say, I think I've handled it all really well considering my clomid. Seriously, I can't stress enough how much of a looney I am normally at this time. This month I have been calmer. It is about time! :0) Yes, I have teared up NUMEROUS times, but I've controlled myself. Even my anger and impatience has not been as bad. Whew!

Thank goodness it's Friday!! Have a great weekend y'all!